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Leo Bretholz's - "Leap Into Darkness"

Alumni Author Visits ISA
By Don Morton, Alumni Coordinator

On April 12 this year, Leo Bretholz, author of the book Leap into Darkness, visited ISA to talk about his life and work to an audience of about forty eighth-grade students. The visit also had a personal significance - Mr. Bretholz is an ISA Alumni parent whose daughter Edie attended ISA more than twenty years ago until the family's return to Baltimore. Since then, he has been talking to audiences about his experiences and has now finally written his memoires - just so "the youth of today won't forget."

In an inspiring and vivid presentation, Mr. Bretholz told of his remarkable experiences as a young man in wartime Europe and the influence these have had on his life since then. In 1938, at the age of 17, his mother sent him away from Vienna and he ran undercover for 7 years, during which time he was imprisoned several times and escaped several more. His most memorable escape was from the train taking him to Auschwitz - indeed, it was this "leap into darkness" which gave his book its title. Following his talk, the students asked some thought-provoking questions, two of which are elaborated upon in the following letter from our Alumni Coordinator Don Morton to ISA's Grade 8 teacher Grace Knox. This same letter ends with a sentiment shared by the school as a whole.

"The first question about who his role models might have been, if any, led Mr. Bretholz to recall that his father had died when he was only nine and that he had thereafter become a role model of sorts himself for his mother and sisters, and that later, after swimming a deep river to temporary safety in Luxembourg in 1938, he in fact really had no role models at all and that the motive that drove him to survive &emdash; such was his ability to see through to the core of that question &emdash; was fear. Call it seven years of angst.




"His answer to the last great question of the afternoon concerning his belief under the circumstances in the existence of God led to an answer fascinating for its imagery and allusions. At the front of the boxcar as the train moved eastwards towards Auschwitz was a rabbi-like figure praying towards the east, towards Jerusalem as the Jews do, for deliverance. But if he had waited for deliverance by the 'hand of God' he would not have survived, he said. He listened instead to the lady with the crutch at the back of the box car who became a mother to all the living imprisoned within it who told him and his friend to jump while they could so they could tell the story, and he did that and was saved and he remembers the old lady's eyes to this day, as he does those of his mother who sent him from Vienna in 1938 and of the nurse who saved him later in Limoges. Prayers will be meaningful to the one who prays, he said, and that is fine with him. In this way he never quite answered directly the question of his own belief. Not, I think, because he wished to avoid the question, but precisely because it still engages him.

"Your students asked telling, thoughtful questions, more than the two I have mentioned here, and I know they had more good questions in reserve when time ran out. Your students made Leo Bretholz happy at the age of 79 and gave him something too, in return, to take away with him on the evening train to Antwerp with his wife Flo. There was a true engagement of minds. He felt as if he had come home, and for all of this I thank you, and him."

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A Welcome from our Alumni Coordinator Don Morton

"All who have been associated with the school in some way until now are the founders of a great work. Having grown from strength to strength, ISA is today one of the leading schools in the world. ISA is a school of which we can all be proud, a school that has made a difference in our lives. Through its alumni, ISA can make a difference in the world."


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